Hmmm

Labor Day weekend is coming and I must say that I'm excited to be going home. I miss it very much and I need a break. My body keeps betraying me and everything. I just want to relax and think a little while. I have so much work to do and I don't know how I'm going to do it. Oh well, vacation is not so far away.

Lost

I don't know what's going on. Today was just a very draining day for me. I don't know what I'm doing anymore and the things that used to make me happy don't really anymore. I don't know what's going on. I've tired resting and tired to cheer myself up but it's not working. Also my body seems to be acting in response to my feelings with irregular heart beats, numbness and pain. I just feel so lost, like I don't know what I'm suppose to do. I'm not happy anymore and I already dread going to some of my classes. I'm just confused now and I don't know why.

Lazy Weekend

Now that I'm back at school I'm more tired then ever, so this is going to be one of those lazy weekends of rest and relaxation. I'm kind of glad though, I get to sleep and get my homework done, as well as getting my story started for my Writing Fiction class. All in all this is most likely for the best, though I do get lonely here all by myself. Oh well, I'm just going to kick back and see what comes my way.

Back to School again

Well, tomorrow I make my way back to school to begin an all new semester of challenges. I'm so nervous, everything just seems to be piling up and it just seems like too much. Money, packing, being bugged by my dad, and my heart condition are all starting to take their toll on me. Sometime I wonder if I should be in school but I do want to be there. But still I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing there and that makes me worry, shouldn't I at least have some idea what I want to do? I'll probably stop worrying when I get to school but for now my mind won't stop working.