What I am

You're Element is Night. You're a bit of a loner
loner who is very creative but never show your
work to anyone. You may smile a little but
sadness or loneliness surround you and other
can feel it when they're near you. You have a
dark or unusual beauty that makes you
mysterious and you probably have a lot of
secrets that you've never told anyone. You're
beauty is intriging and unorthidox but the real
thing that makes you special is your eyes.
Something in them makes them like Diamonds in
the Rough. (please forgive me if you cannot see
the pics. If you go to my userpage then you can
see your result picture at the bottom)


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Happy Birthday, Terri

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday happy birthday,
happy birthday to you.

And I wish you many more to come.

P.S. You're old now!!

Sitting here doing nothing... and loving it

A boring weekend, normally I'd hate these but this time... well I need the rest. I have the dorm room to myself and I'm trying to make the most of it. I've watched movies and eaten Chinese food and just kind of vegged out. Mainly it's cuz I know I have a lot to do next week. With all the tests and my big assignments due and my katakana book due as well. I know I'm coming to the end of this semester and hopefully the beginning of a new one in August. So here is to a lazy weekend, cuz there might not be anymore.

from my newest story

For people who know me this is a common phrase but I started in new story and since I'm away from my computer I put this little segment here till I get back and stuff so her is a piece for now:

The world, a crazy mixed up place

From Caira's point of view
Part of Strange Adventures

I guess that I should have expected everything to go wrong but silly me I hoped things would be normal or at least something remotely like it. After sitting with an advisor who didn't listen to a word I said, I began to figure out that things were just going to get worst from there. I thought that it couldn't get any worst but then I found that my only friend, Vana, on the entire campus didn't want to be my roommate. She said that college was about new growing experiences and making the most of it all. Now that I think about it, if I hadn't mentioned that I was going to this school too and her gasped reply that so was she, we wouldn't even be here together. Then it hit me that Vana was trying to get away from me. Of course, that was a real bring down. I even think she thought I was following her even though I didn't know what school she was going to until that day. Now here I am, unwanted and alone in a strange place, far from my home. My parents thought it would be good for me to go away for college and not be right with them. To 'build my independence away from them and become my own woman' as they say.

So now I sit in a dorm I don't want, alone on a strange campus waiting for my stranger roommate. All in the name of 'new experience and expanding my horizon', in my opinion my horizons are expanded as far as they will go.

Random Thoughts of Me

I had a really weird dream with singing and everything last night. This is just one of the songs that's kind of stuck in my head, sung by some bird women. I can't remember all of it but if I do I'll add it. Any way here it is:

Songbird
I’m just a little songbird
I sing of what I see
I can’t know what is out there
Beyond the bars I see

I’m just a little songbird
I think of open skies
I wonder what is outside
Beyond the window’s eyes

I’m a little songbird
I’m swinging to and fro
I’m staying inside my cage
I’ve no where else to go

I’m just a little songbird
I know I'm safer here
I don’t know what is out there
I’d better never leave

I’m a little songbird
I know I’ll never roam
I know the truth about it all
The world is not my home.