Panikku!

I can't take it anymore, all the pressure is just building up. I have so much to do and I can't do it all! If I think about it, I started to hyper-ventilate like I'm doing now and can't think. But if I don't think about it, I don't think about it and get further and further behind. Where is my happy medium! I swear I'm working my way into another breakdown. *owww* Now my chest is hurting again. I can't think any more!!!

Exam

I can't seem to remember my kanji! They all keep slipping out of my brain! Why, brain, why do you betray me! Anyway, I have a kanji test on Tuesday that I'm not really ready for, no matter what I try to do. The tests always make me nervous even if I already know the stuff. *sigh* Guess the only thing I can do is study untill I forget everything else but kanji....

Long (somewhat) weekend

Last friday, my african american studies teacher told us we wouldn't have class on Monday, so now I kind of have a long weekend. I'm sooooooo happy about that! I need more rest and Thanksgiving is too far away. It was supposed to be a restful time and most times it was but with Jess and Jacci around that doesn't usually last. I'm grateful for that though because rest is nice but it gets boring after a while. Still I can't wait for Thanksgiving and all the yummy food. mmmm food.... Anyway, that's all I've got to say right now. Wonder what tomorrow will bring.