Just Too Much

I look at all I have to do this week (one day in particular) and can only shake my head in shame. It just seems like there is too much to do and not enough time. And on top of all that, I'm really tired like all the time. When I start to do readings for class or study for something, I fall asleep mid-sentence. I never retain anything after this happens either. *sighs* I don't know what to do. I just can't seem to get everything together like I want. Darn my procrastination issues, I make what's already a lot of work into death for myself. Why can't I just get it together already?

Rainy Day Contemplation

Another rainy day, the bleak weather isn't helping lift my mood at all (even though we need the rain). All this rain is making me really tired and bringing me down. As I sit, watching all the people around my mood drops even more. The concentration and frustration seems to roll off of them and I know that I should be among them. I just can't seem to get it, my mind just can't seem to wrap around it... it makes me want to cry. It really makes me want to cry, but I can't...

So I just sit here, watching the sky grow even darker and watch the sky open up again and the rain fall...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOM!!!!!!

Happy Birthday to my beloved mother. Another years has passed us by, a year of happiness and sadness, of hurt and hope. You have again made it through the challenges life had thrown our way and I so proud to be your daughter. I hope for the best for you on your day and love you very much.

Have a Happy, Happy Birthday!!!

Long Weekend

Finally! We finally have a slightly long weekend and I need it already. I have so much work to do now and am grateful for the time to get it together. Lots of people went home this break so it's pretty quiet here on campus. I'm happy yet sad about that, I kind of miss everyone but I can sleep (though it's scary at night). Anyway, I'm just working on my papers and relishing this little bit of peace (no matter how disturbing it can get).

Oh, well... :-)

Back! to wish many Happy Birthdays

Well, I'm back! Back at posting and back at school for my senior year. This part of the month (end of August, early September) is really big for birthdays around me. My room mate Jess had her 21st birthday August 29th and my lovely Nana had her birthday August 28th. Today is my older brother birthday and I really happy to see it. With all the crap that's gone on these past few years, it's amazing to say we've all made it another year for us.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BIG BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and happy belated birthday again, to my loved ones.