Holidays Approaching

*sighs* The holidays are coming and I STILL don't have a job. Soon I'll have to pay off college loans and with a heart disorder and possible reoccurring blood disorder, I don't have any medical coverage in case something happens (let alone for my medications). All this is just making me depressed...

Birthdays

So many birthdays are happening around the same time,
August 28th - the birthday of my wonderful, Nana
August 29th - the birthday of my dear friend, Jess
September 1st - the birthday of my big brother, David
and September 12th - the birthday of my amazing Mom

So much going on within a few days for each other, hmm ... I hope I haven't forgotten any one...

It's been a while

Well, I'm out of school as the time will tell and I walked in May *sighs*. I've still got no idea what I want to do, all I know is I need a job and well, I just feel like I need help in general. I'm 23 years old and almost consumed by fear of the unknown. I'm very open minded, but a very closed off person. I just don't even want to think of, if the day should comes, where I might become too afraid to walk outside my door...

Just Stuff

I don't know why, but I'm putting some stuff up, just because I can.

This is from the random January snow we had. I was really out of it that day (not that that is really very different to how I normally feel). With this video, I also really, truly realize how much Jess and I sound alike.

St. Patrick's Day

Oh, and before I forget:
Happy St. Patrick's Day

The Second Half

So Spring Break has passed and I was grateful for it, I missed home and my mom. I know I have to figure out how to get it together before it's too late. I want to graduate somewhat on time and I need to get advice, but I don't really know where to go. I've set myself back, I can't decide what I want to do after this is over (although I know I'm not going right into graduate school, it would just be too much). *sighs* Oh well, I've got to come up with some kind of plan or something... and soon.

A New Year

So, another year has gone by and we now are in a new one: 2008. I don't know what this year has in store, but all I can hope is that if there is bad, that the good outweigh it and that I can learn something from it. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I can hear a clock ticking, what or whose time is ticking away I don't know, but it's there and a little annoying. And of course in tradition, I start this new year off with a cold *sighs*.