It's been a while

Well, I'm out of school as the time will tell and I walked in May *sighs*. I've still got no idea what I want to do, all I know is I need a job and well, I just feel like I need help in general. I'm 23 years old and almost consumed by fear of the unknown. I'm very open minded, but a very closed off person. I just don't even want to think of, if the day should comes, where I might become too afraid to walk outside my door...