School stress

I'm so stressed this week and I know it will only get worst before it gets better. I have so many test this week and next and on top of all that, I have all this make up work I have to do. I wish that I had never got sick, I hate this, I can't do all this work. My deadline is November 3 and I still have 4 papers to do. I haven't been able to find some of my teachers, which will kill me for sure. I can't wait for Thanksgiving, the only time before finals that I can even try to rest (while studying of course). I feel like I can't breath!!! I spend the whole weekend inside working on make up and I seem be no further then I was before. I'm going to fail horrible and it's be all my fail, why am I such an idiot! I'm surely the worst failure ever!! And on top of all that my computer is acting up for the first time, when I really need it. I feel the walls closing around me now and I don't know what to do.

Finally!

I'm finally getting around to posting once more. YAY! Anyway, Fall Break is coming up at my school and I can't wait to go home and see my family. I miss them so much and just want to see that they are well. I also want to sleep in my own bed because my dorm bed is KILLING my poor back. Things seem to be steadily moving by me and soon this semester will be over. Not that I don't like being her with all my friends and taking some interesting classes but I miss my home, I miss my mom and I miss my dog. I can't believe that it is October now, I've been riding out this semester. So right now I'm just sitting here watching Teen Titans (yay!) and of course posting this. Well, that's all I have to say for now. I will try to have something better to say next post (but I probably won't).