Happy Holidays!

Wow, the year has gone by pretty quickly! Christmas is almost upon us all. Yesterday, we had the party here at home and it was a lot of fun; lots of people, lots of food, lots of music, lots of booze. I think we end up with double the liquor and beer stock that we had last year. I think someone even took their unopened one back and all I could think was "thank you". All that alcohol just sitting there... Anyway, we made too much food again (I think the left overs will be Christmas dinner) and we have a enitre half a Black Forest cake that was sooooooooo good, I know I'm going to end up shaming myself again. My Nana (whose here for Christmas) kept trying to give more of it away, but no such luck. But it was really nice and everything and I can't believe Monday is Christmas Eve. It has all happened so fast... soon I'll be going back to school for what is hopefully my last semester *sighs*. Time flies...ne?

All Over for Now...

Well, the semester is over for now *sighs*. I'm really tired and I just know I didn't do that great. I miss home and I really need to think over this break. I suck...

As Thanksgiving Comes Around...

*sighs* Although I am very excited for the break, I can't help being more than a little anxious. The faster the holidays come, the sooner my deadlines come. I've just got so much to do and I really feel like I'm far, far behind everyone else in my class. It's like I know what what I'm supposed to be doing, but I can't see how to do it. I have a full draft due tomorrow for my history class and I have a sort of outline for it, but I can't seem to fill it in. So I end up staring at this paper that I've been trying to work on and figure out and I end up with nothing. I can't afford to fail this class because I need it to graduate. And now I've got all these stabby pains in my chest and my sides. I don't know what I'm going to do...

Stress

OK, wow, I haven't updated this in a while. Then again, I have been really busy this semester. With two 500 level classes, one of which is research and writing intensive, I haven't had a lot of time to type much of anything else (no matter how hard I try to). I just can't seem to get it together though, and my focus is all shot. I can't seem to absorb the material I read either and it is just really messing me up. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I have too much to do to let it crush me now. And of course, now I have a headache *sighs* I need a break, NOW!

Packing up and moving on

So all this week I've (sort of) spent packing up my stuff and move in day is almost here. Tomorrow, we leave early so I can get all my stuff in, get anything extra that I might need, Mom can head back home and rest, and I can get my school issues squared away. Another semester is really almost upon me and I'm a bit excited, but no that much. I just have to slip back into the old routine (in a new and hopefully better way, of course) and deal with it all. Here is hoping for a good school year (my last school year).

School Looms Around the Corner

The month is ending and soon school will be back in session. I can't believe this vacation went by so quickly. I don't know how much had changed internally, but a lot had happened this summer. My internship with the United Way is going well, I actually really like it there. And although I know I didn't make much of a difference, I'd like to think it made a difference in me. Soon it will be over and I will be facing new challenges, but maybe this semester I will handle better than my last.

Summertime!

Wow, it has really been a long time since I've posted! Not that many people are paying attention, but still... typing it all out is good for the soul. Anyway, this summer has been quite a roller coaster so far. Still don't have a job, but I might have an internship coming soon, so yay for that. I mostly just read, and clean some (though not my room), and what not for the time being. My birthday is also coming up soon, but it won't be anything big I know, I've passed all the big celebration makes for the time being and 30 is somewhat far away (25 is closer, but do people make a big deal over 25). Anyway, that's really all I've got to say for the time being. I got to go take care of my dog.
So, bye!

Home Again, Home Again

Well, this semester is finally over for me. My roomie is graduating this Friday, so come next semester I will have a new roommate. I've been home for a few days and the heavy feeling sitting in my chest has yet to leave me. Maybe it's more than stress, or maybe it's a stress over something I have yet to determine. Why the hell am I feeling so angsty? I swear I am not all emo, but I sure act like it from time to time. Oh well, I'll just try to keep my mind on Animazement when everyone (mostly) will be able to get together for one last big ... thingie. Woo!

Almost the End

Well, the semester is almost at the end and I still have a crisis on my hands. Oh well, sometimes... Anyway, Right now I'm watching Family Guy with my roommate and I feel a little sad cuz next semester I won't have my roommate anymore. Jess is graduating this semester. I'm really happy for her! Yay Jessie!

Anyway, I can't wait for Animazement! Everybody back together again (that includes you Heather). Everyone must come (especially you Heather *glare*)! I'm so excited!

Winding Down

Another semester is coming to a close and I still have no idea what I want to do. I have so many unanswered questions and now more problems than I knew. It's like I'm stuck or something, and I have no clue how to get unstuck. Oh well, all I can do now is try to focus and enjoy what time I have, before the real world crushes me.

Spring Break!

I'm so happy to be in spring break, even though I have to stick close to home. I need to rest and gather my thoughts (as well as catch up on everything). The tree in front of my room's being removed and already it just feels weird. I mean, yeah it blocked the light, but still it was a nice tree. But it was like everywhere, even with the cleaning up that went into it. Oh well, I'm going back to my relaxation now.

I need Spring Break

I don't know when I will return to normal, I just feel so sad and tired. The shock of Aunt Brenda's death last weekend (the 18th) still hangs in my mind. I knew I shouldn't have gone to the viewing, I shouldn't have seen the body. Now I just can't stop crying, I can't thinking or do much of anything without crying. I've also got these really sharp pains in my stomach area. I'm glad for Jess and Jacci for lifting my mood in the times that they are with me though. Right now, I just want to be with my mother and to see the rest of my family again (under better circumstances). I can't wait to go home for spring break, even if I have a lot of homework to take home with me. I just want to go home, talk to my mom, see my dog and such. I need spring break.

Another Lazy Weekend

Nothing is really going on this weekend, nothing beyond homework, watching TV and sleeping. I'm glad for the peaceful time though, especially because next week will be pretty active considering. I can't wait for Tuesday, National Pancake Day *cheers*. We're all going to drown our sorrows, or not, in pancakes. Also I'm going to see a play and some other stuff is going on... anyway, it's going to be special. So a lazy day is appreciated. Also I got to see cute Avatar chibis in an online short, so yeah my day is good.

Another day...

Nothing really to post this time around. I've got a test tomorrow and another test on Thursday *sighs*. One thing I'd like to know is why I'm so freaking tired, I can't even study--I'm just too sleepy. I guess that's just the way it is right now. I can't wait until the weekend, I'm going to sleep as much as I can (or do lots of stuff to balance myself out). Anyway, that's about all I've got to say, I just know I haven't posted in a while. Nothing is really happened today, although our CA made a condom heart on our dorm's bulletin board--that was most entertaining (so many pictures were taken) *snickers to self*. These are the things we'll remember 20 years from now (but I bet we won't know why). Anyway, that's about it.
Ja ne

Snow, give me snow!

We gots the flurries! Yup, wintry weather has cancelled classes, yay! I'm so happy (mostly because I had an oral debate today), WHEEEEE! I'm glad for the (authorized) break, it gives me time to catch you on all my work. It also gives me time to work on the new story I've been writing and revise some old ones. I LOVE snow days! *does a little dance of joy*