Happy to be home...

then why am I so sad? It's the holiday season and I should be happy that I'm home safe and sound and with my family, yet I can't help sighing often enough. I don't know what's wrong with me now, it's probably something stupid. The Holidays is my favorite time, so why do I want to bury myself in a whole and never come out?

Aeryn's House

Hey check out this cool blog I found. Seriously, It's a new blog but it's really nice and I know that it will be far more interesting than mine. So I hope that you enjoy it:

http://aerynshouse.blogspot.com/

Have fun!

It's over (finally)!!

Finally all my make up work is done and I can begin to relax. I think we are actually going to have a party to celebrate. Finally I stopped having heart problems (yay!) and I can breath again. Though some of the weight is off, I still can't wait until Thanksgiving (mainly for the going home). I haven't been able to do any other writing for the longest time and now I can (yay again!). Anyway that is all I have to say right now. My thoughts are mainly on the food that I haven't eaten. Stupid stress! Now I can eat (now I can live)!

School stress

I'm so stressed this week and I know it will only get worst before it gets better. I have so many test this week and next and on top of all that, I have all this make up work I have to do. I wish that I had never got sick, I hate this, I can't do all this work. My deadline is November 3 and I still have 4 papers to do. I haven't been able to find some of my teachers, which will kill me for sure. I can't wait for Thanksgiving, the only time before finals that I can even try to rest (while studying of course). I feel like I can't breath!!! I spend the whole weekend inside working on make up and I seem be no further then I was before. I'm going to fail horrible and it's be all my fail, why am I such an idiot! I'm surely the worst failure ever!! And on top of all that my computer is acting up for the first time, when I really need it. I feel the walls closing around me now and I don't know what to do.

Finally!

I'm finally getting around to posting once more. YAY! Anyway, Fall Break is coming up at my school and I can't wait to go home and see my family. I miss them so much and just want to see that they are well. I also want to sleep in my own bed because my dorm bed is KILLING my poor back. Things seem to be steadily moving by me and soon this semester will be over. Not that I don't like being her with all my friends and taking some interesting classes but I miss my home, I miss my mom and I miss my dog. I can't believe that it is October now, I've been riding out this semester. So right now I'm just sitting here watching Teen Titans (yay!) and of course posting this. Well, that's all I have to say for now. I will try to have something better to say next post (but I probably won't).

Nothing really

I've had a pretty boring week this week. All I've done is sit here and work on paper and project after paper and project. I'm getting so tired of not having a life and all. I sit here and watch Lazytown with my room mate and dance to the music which happens to sound like some bouncy DDR music. Anyway, if that isn't the saddest sight I've seen I don't know what is, other then me listening to the theme songs for Rainbow Brite and Jem. Anyway, this is the exciting life I'm living now. Man, I need a car so bad! Here I am hoping the next week would be exciting and it's a bust. So again I'm dancing around my room and working on a English paper and presentation for tomorrow. Why isn't Fall Break coming any fast?!

So tired

I'm so tired today and I don't know why. I'm kind of glad that I have my doctor's appointment because maybe they will know if it is just fatigue or something more. I hope that it isn't because that will mean BAD things for me and my schooling. I just want to rest and not think for awhile. However if you want some intelligent thought visit my friend Terri's blog:

http://tdcellardoor.blogspot.com/

I just love the way she thinks and stuff. Anyway, I'm going to go lie down and have a nap before I get sick and stuff.

It's raining, it's pouring

All this rain will drive me crazy I'm sure. I've been huddled in doors living off of Hot Pockets and other Hot Pocket products. It's not funny, I feel like I'm going to explode inside. So now I am huddled again in my room watching Escaflowne and eating... you guessed it, more hot pockets, because I'm just a sad, poor college student. I did, however, get to see the Tahitian monks that were currently visiting our school (that was nice). I also got some prayer beads for my mother but that's not the point. The point is that this rain is going to make me go mad ( well more than I already am). Well that's all I have to say for now. I will write more I swear (that's if I don't lose my mind first)

Learning Japanese

Today is my first major test in my Japanese class and I'm still pretty nervous. I don't have very pretty hiragana writing yet and neatness and spelling do count. Well I guess I will just have to try my best at this though I suck. I mean I have sloppy English handwriting and now I have to write in Japanese. *sigh* Well wish me luck as I make a fool of myself.

I finally got this thing

It took me all of 20 minutes to figure out how to post again and I know that that is really sad but hey that's the way I run. Anyway, I just wanted to show what I've learned and all and that I'm a very slow person. Anyway, hi Terri and ignore the e-mail if you get it (which you might not).

Hello

It just started out as a way to reply to my friends blog and so this was born. Weird, huh? Any way I really have nothing to write now but I didn't want to leave it blank till I did, so here is my first message. Yay me!